I was super scared right before I went in. I was mostly aprehensive because it was an "elective" surgery and was concerned about the possible side effects of blood clots, etc. I just kept thinking, "what if."
I am 8 days out from my surgery now and do not regret it at all. Thinking back on my aprehension, I believe that the thinking is part of putting myself last. I have teens and a husband of nearly 20 years that I always put before myself. That has to stop.
I qualified for the surgery due to my weight (obviously) and insulin resistance. Insulin resistance unchecked becomes diabetes. I just can't become diabetic!!!!
It really has been a positive experience. I am thankful that I am seeing results already. I weighed myself last night and had lost 10 lbs in 1 week. :wub:)
It's okay to be "selfish." In the end, it is the most unselfish thing you can do for yourself and your family.
PS I "backed out" of my first surgery 18 months ago!