nanadi1118

Please don't give up and don't blame yourself. No matter what, you did make the decision to have the lap-band and it is there waiting for you to use it. You can do it if you set your mind to it. Don't allow the opinions or moods of others set you off course. This is your journey, not theirs. Decide to make yourself captain of your ship. Go back to that doctor who yelled at you and get that fill you need. Forget that she yelled at you (she probably was having a bad day and won't remember anyway). You need that fill more than you need to vindicate yourself. Your health is the most important thing here, not hurt feelings. Step up and go for it girl. You have all that you need inside of you to do this thing. You can do it.