Mississippi Gurl

I started tingling and thought that I was having a reaction to the meds. It scared me to death. I thought I was going to die right there on the bed. I was actually pleading inside for God to let me live so that my children would not have to live without a mother! They gave me benedryl or something and then I started to feel better. They had me walk and all was fine. I know it scared them.

Do you know that it was a freaking full blown panic attack!!!

I have never had one before in my life so I thought I really had almost died.

Right when it started, a woman was walking with her IV bag in tow, and she looked in at me and mouthed to me. "Are you okay?". I shook my head and mouthed, "No". She told the desk that I was not okay. She had blond hair and looked to me mid 30's-40's.

So here's the part that is even more embarrassing. It will make you remember me if you did see me!

I was waiting for my ride Wednesday morning in the lobby and all of a sudden I feel a flush come over me.