SweetZ

sorry if i come off so negative, i really am not that negative in general, i just needed to vent. and the whole failure thing.......i guess its a guy thing...i dont mean that people that get the band are failures...i mean my mom has one. its just that being a young guy, i mean i look a movie star dudes and think "wow i wana look like that" and i feel bad i cant do it for myself, i wanted to rise above being fat on my own, so the lap band for me was a last ditch effort, dont get me wrong, im soooooo glad i did it, wih out it id still be 380lbs. im just trying to better my self with each passing day, emotionaly and physicaly. im just having a rough time with the adjustment phase, thanks for your kind words-Furious Abyss