Hey, your like me, kinda back and forth on the whole thing. Well you made the hardest descsion and that was to help yourself and you followed through with it. now you can look back in the rear view mirror and watch as you change your life. there is no turning back now, its done. I wish i was in the car with you, what i mean is that i dont have my band yet and it seams like one day i am all ready and then the next im thinking i should just buy a treadmill and lose it that way, i wont though, and that is why i must get the band like you because i can feel my life passing and if i wait my best years will run through my fingers and be lost. You did the thing. Don't be scared about your future everything will turn out fine. And thats not to say that everyday will be roses
but you did the right thing.