Kari, you will get there. I had mine done 3 years ago in October. the dr I went to in houston was great until I got the surgery and then I went back a few days later for surgery follow up and his bed side manner sucked really bad. Unfortunately I have not been back to him. so therefore I never did get a fill. I had the same problem with the mind set for having it done afterwards I really had a very rough time for months. I only lost about 25 lbs. but now after all this time I know that I am ready to get a fill, but I am looking for another dr to do it. I will never go back to the so called dr I went to..... Good luck to you and everyone I will hopefully have some progress myself as soon as I find a dr to go to..
Toni