did the dr warn you that you were a higher risk? i guess i just got scared because i read a terrible story of someone who ended up with leaks and in ICU etc etc and almost died. i don't want to risk my life to be thin, but i so want to be a normal weight and i know this would help me so much control the amnt of food i eat. i know I'm still in the early stages and all these are normal thoughts i guess. i just don't want to push my luck. part of me says i should learn from my bad experience with the band and be thankful it was removed with a problem and learn to do it on my own. the other part of me says its so hard and i tried and i need help!! i guess in time the answers will come. thanks everyone for your input, it does help!