Hello fellow bandsters,
It is T minus 5 days and counting to my surgery date. I feel that i am mentally prepared for what is ahead of me, but have had the occasional nervous bouts about it as well. I suppose the nervousness just comes with the territory.
I am half way through my 2-week pre-op diet and and after losing close to 10 pounds, a strange thought popped into my head. "Wow, 10 pounds, maybe I can do this without the band". But reason wins, and I realize that although I have lost pounds on diets before, they never seemed to stay away permanently. This just strengthens my resolve to succeeding with the band.
Secondly, two things have really hit close to home that brings into sharp focus, my NEED to succeed with the band.
1) My brother-in-law recently had a scare with a possible heart-attack. In the end, it wasn't one, but it was pretty scary at the time.
2) I just found out a couple of days ago, that an acquaintance of mine suddenly died of a massive heart attack. Like me, he was overweight and diabetic, and I heard he had high blood-pressure as well. The scary thing is that he was younger than I am and when I saw him last, he looked pretty good.
I am not ready for a cardiac event in my life, and want to live to see my grandkids graduate (even though I don't have any grandkids yet). Sometimes in life it takes something like this to really show you what is important. Living a happy and healthy, long life with those around you is the top of my list.
Thanks for reading...
Randy