Hi Pink,
I started looking into all of this almost 3 years ago, only to back out several times just due to the overwhelmingness of it all.The last 2 previous years I tried doing it on my own, with some success, losing 50lbs both times,but I always got stalled at that point, and was still needing to lose another 70lbs. then my dad past away, and I turned to food again, and as you know how the rest of the story goes, I gained it all back and then some.
I went to my GP in mid summer, felt awful, tired, achey, and just felt plain miserable. I told her its time, I'm ready, this time I am REALLY ready, so here I am.
Pink, please don't give up like I did, I wish I had kept with it, and then this would all be behind me, I can only move forward from here on. I am allowing myself to only think positively from now on, no more looking back wishing would've, could've, should've.
Like Nike says, JUST DO IT.
Looking forward to hearing from you again,
Bellamama