Hi Melissa,
I know just how you feel. I GOT BANDED last june and I went through the big doubt. Being a mom and a woman we always put everyone eles first.
and I thought of a million other things I could send 12,000,00 on.
But I am so greatful I sent it on me. I wouldn't want to be without it
It has been a great help in the battle of the bulge.
Good Luck
Amy