fennigen

Weird about the names thing, eh? I don't know if this is the way to respond to your message, cause I'm so new to this thing. And, I know when they asked me if I was sticking to the diet...I said, "as best I can"...well, that wasn't exactly true either, I probably could have done better. That's why I asked you about telling the whole truth to the dietician.

It sounded to me like you're doing great, you just need to wait for the surgery to catch up with where your mind wants you to be. I am struggling with the same stuff, that's why I am saying it. Ate 3 Oreo cookies yesterday...why did I even buy them ?!?!?!? It was just stupid to bring them into the house. My kids don't need them either, cause 2 of my 4 are headed down the same road as me. They will eat fruit, so that's what I should keep here instead. Hormones really get me, though, so that's why I bought them.

I think we are the only addicts that HAVE to keep doing what they are addicted to and buying what they are addicted to...cruel spot to be.

you asked about how much to lose, I would like for my goal to be around 122 lbs. But, my next short term goal is 20 more pounds before Thanksgiving. I might have a 3rd fill mid nov and that might help get me there...we'll just have to see. What about you?

Do you have trouble not drinking with your meals? That is one of the hardest things for me right now. I actually have to look at the clock and force myself not to drink for 30 minutes. distraction seems to work best.

jenn