Hello, I’m having my revision surgery on Sept. 8th (originally scheduled for July 12th but postponed due to dr. suddenly retiring – very long story). Anyway, my one worry, that I just can’t seem to shake, is although I had success on the band (lost 90 lbs originally, have gained 10 back) I realized that I didn’t always follow the rules and I’m afraid that I’ll do the same on the sleeve. I know it’s ultimately up to me, that I need to be committed, BUT having been overweight all my life, it’s really hard to change my ways. On the band, sometimes I find myself eating when I know it will hurt, what kind of crazy is that?
Sometimes I feel so guilty, because I think my band slipped because I continually overate (or slipped water while eating), not by much but over time I think I may have been part of the reason it slipped, that along with it being too tight. Believe me, I suffered a lot with the band, weeks of pain, long periods of not being able to eat or drink, only being able to sleep sitting up (that was the worst part), pbing, etc. etc. I’m so afraid that I’ll cheat while on the sleeve that I wonder if I should just remove the band and not get the sleeve but I know I’ll gain all my weight back.
HOWEVER, I’ve been so inspired by some of the stories I’ve read here. That the sleeve works so differently than the band that the sleeve really does help you not want food, at least not so much food (volume). I guess that’s what I’m really worried about; I just want to not want food so much! Any thoughts are appreciated.