Hey there,
I just got my surgery date of November 10th earlier this week, and from what you are describing we seem to be going through THE SAME EXACT situation at this moment. All I can think about is this surgery. I start my pre-op diet this coming monday. I have found I feel the greatest tasting drink. It's made by isopure. It's a zero carb no sugar, 40grams of protein pure drink. I will be having two or three of these a day. I suggest this drink to people who like fruity flavors. After buying about three or four tubs of protein powder and trying them, I disliked all of them. So this was an expensive buy. I bought five 12 pack cases at vitamin shoppe for $42 a case. But I feel that you should really like your liquids your consuming while doing this liquid diet since it's going to be tough. It also gave me variety on what Im having. I got 5 different flavors.
I too am going through a nesting stage. Im moving things around in my apartment, I've cleaned out the pantry and cabinets. Im buying cookbooks for after surgery. I have also just purchased "the emotional first aid kit-a practical guide to life after bariatric surgery.'
Has anyone watched the procedure being done on youtube? I can't get away from youtube. I want to know exactly what to expect after surgery. But Im finding that out. I feel by knowing exactly what to expect, and you know what your getting yourself into, then you won't be so scared going into this.