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Hey there...I am actually doing great. It's tough on me to see my husband have such a hard time but to be honest with you...I haven't been this happy in a very, very long time. I'm loving life...I have a new love for myself and I'm taking care of me and my kids. The only thing bothering me right now is that I'm scared to death of my upcoming surgery. It is in 3 weeks from today and I'm horrified. I go next week to pay for it and to get "marked up" to see what they are going to remove. The recovery is scaring me to death. Other than that...I couldn't be any better. How are you doing?