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Thanks so much. I truly appreciate it. I am a product of divorced parents. I was only 2 when my father left my mother for another woman...she had no job and we had no house. She struggled like crazy but she did it. I now have a relationship with my father...it's more of a friend relationship instead of father/daughter but I have a wonderful step father who has always been there for me. My husband has become a wonderful person in this last 10 months of counseling however I just cannot get past everything that was done.

My brother's first wife also cheated on him. I don't know what it is about my family, apparently we have signs on our forehead to cheat on us. I never thought I would be dealing with this with my husband. His parents have been married for 44 years... strict Catholic...you name it. Somewhere my husband lost all of his morals and did some terrible damage to the marriage that in my eyes cannot be repaired.