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I'm hanging in there. My husband has found a place to live, now it's just a matter of time for when he actually makes the move. I, on the other hand, really need to settle down. I am going out WAY too much. I sat down yesterday and figured out our budget and I think we'll be alright. The entire process of separation and possibly divorce is just draining, thinking about it.

My loan was direct deposited into my bank account yesterday. I borrowed from my retirement for my plastic surgery. It seems all too real now. I'll be in the OR in 8 weeks from yesterday. YIKES.

My mother still is not talking to me but that's alright...I'm a big girl and I can take care of myself. My kids are doing great but I don't think they know what is ahead but I still think that they will be alright.

So...how are you doing?