Oh my God, I am right there with you. Yesterday was terrible for me. I was so depressed and questioning whether I had made a huge mistake. I am 9 days post-op today and today I do feel a ton better and much more optimistic after chatting with some fellow bandsters in the chatroom. I was very depressed when I took my 8 year old through the drive thru at McDonalds last night and couldn't eat some of that delicious garbage. =) BUT, getting back to work today and having everyone tell me how much better I look already (I have lost 19 so far including my pre-op diet) and how proud they are of me for going through with the surgery has definitely helped. It does get better, or so I'm told. We are in what is referred to 'bandster hell' which is the grueling 6 weeks between sugery day and our first fill. We are HUNGRY but are still on soft/mushy diets and feel little to no restriction on the food we DO eat. It is miserable. But it does pass. We have come a long way and what we are going through is perfectly normal. Of course we are grieving food. Of course we are depressed when our families can eat anything (and they do, darn them) and we have to eat blendered mush. Just know that you are not alone and there is nothing wrong with you. You are doing great and we can only do this one day at a time.