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other than a bit of gas pain it wasent bad at all, now getting my tonsills out, that was a diffrent story lmao

im right their with yea my goal was 185 as well for the end of the month im sitting at 193

i knoiw how your feeling everybody at work comments at my weight loss and i just wanna scream cause im stuck at 196 and i wanna see 189 sooo bad, !!!

glad to hear things went well!!

lol how did i know youd be the only one to comment hahah thanks!!!

i like to take some veggies, mixed together with a little bit of tomato sauce, and pour over my chicken breast and bake, or i boil my chicken brest, yes boil and then shred it up and make pulled chicken, mmm

well for me i dont want to be unhappy anymore, i want to walk by a mirror and instead and looking away, stop and look at myself, i want to believe that i can do this and be happy, to be honest everybody has good days and bad, some days i lack the motivation to go to the gym, but them i look back at what i have acomplished and keep on trucking

telling people about the band for me was a problem in the beginning i was affriad people would think i was lazy and that i was looking for the easy way out, i hid it from my boyfriend for those reasons, and then when i told him, he broke up with me and said pretty much those same words, lol. At that point i could have been the old me, retreated into my own world and fed my pain with food but instead ive used that as my focus, to never be affraid

Whenever i am having a bad day or dont wanna go to the gym i have to sit their and argue to myself, which is worse an hour at the gym, or being affriad to do things because of my weight, i made a decision the day i had my surgery and i am not gonna turn back now!!

I just Started my first week today after reading that you were doing it i looked into it, thanks!!

did you get your fill how are you doing?

i know what you mean about people not being supportive even some of my family dosent know, but until im comfterable talking about it they can say what they want lol, glad to hear you are doing good, Keep it up!!

i waited almost 12 weeks before my first feill because my swelling was too bad, dont worry you will get your fill and keep up the great work