DestinyAlcala

Girl this has been the biggest struggle phase for me. I really just want to cry and cry. I did discover Dannin Greek Yogurt Strawberry Cheesecake and it’s like the best thing I’ve ever eaten. It’s just hard to find anything to really switch it up for me so I’m going to go back to making soup. I thought about blending my soups I’ve just been scared it’s gonna be gross and ruined.

Literally I was like ok new tummy I got it lol. I’m feeling much better this morning with my protein shake and water ready to start the day 🩶. Thank you so much!

Thank you 🩶🩶🩶 I physically felt awful all night. I’ve eaten softened cabbage and zucchini from my soup as well and felt bad for cheating but it didn’t make me ill. I’m trying to push myself to stay on track.

Thank you 🩶🩶🩶 I physically felt awful all night. I’ve eaten softened cabbage and zucchini from my soup as well and felt bad for cheating but it didn’t make me ill. I’m trying to push myself to stay on track.

Thank you 🩶🩶🩶 I physically felt awful all night. I’ve eaten softened cabbage and zucchini from my soup as well and felt bad for cheating but it didn’t make me ill. I’m trying to push myself to stay on track.

My husband felt so guilty, he works in the oilfield and had just got home so it was my choice to grab him McDonald’s I thought I could fight the urge because I had gotten it for my kids and didn’t bother me, but I guess having it in my room got me. We’ve agreed no more. I spent the whole night taking nausea meds and dry heaving. I felt awful. It’s safe to say I’m not going to touch them again for AWHILE. I’ll never forget that feeling.

I’m also feeling like crap, I’m 1 week post op and I just pushed the limits. Like I made minestrone soup I’m on phase 2 and I couldn’t stop myself from eating some of the veggies. Then this evening I ate a couple French fries and a nibble of the hamburger meat on my husbands burger. I don’t understand what is wrong with me. Like why can’t I just follow the rules. I’m so scared I’ve ruined everything and I’m going to fail. 😭

Hey guys, I was sleeved 12/14. Anyone else having issues mentally? Also my husband got McDonald’s tonight and I stupidly ate a French fry now all I can do is cry because I’m terrified I’m going to fail and that French fry was the proof. 😭