BobbieND

OOO no! That is not so good! I for sure know what its like to not care about what you eat. And, I have eaten until I have puked and than eaten some more. But not since I've had my band. Maybe its because I'm really afraid of slippage. I remember after I used to throw up I would feel guilty. That sucks. Maybe you could try to focus on something positive instead of your struggle. Like SRING! Hurray spring! Hurray for better weather to be outside, and sunshine. Its going to feel so good to go outside without a jacket and feel the breeze on your skin. Its going to do our eyes and spirits good just to see new green growing things. And away with the dirty snow! And away with stuffy old winter and winter behaviors! Spring is full of newness and growth just like you and me I have not put in the effort I should but its ok cause I can always do better when I try. And writing this is helping me too to get on the wagon. We can rock it! Just a little kick, Ha!