Hi, yes I too had a dreadful week last week of impending doom and what have I done.
It was a horrid feeling and I just couldn't see how I would ever feel 'normal' again. I was desperate about eating the wrong stuff, eating too much, never being able to eat again etc.
Just starting puree today so maybe I'll feel a bit more positive this week.
Good luck to you on the beginning of your journey to better health