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it's been 9 months since my OP!

HI ANYONE READING THIS ! It's July 28th in wintery Sydney and I havent posted in here for agessssssssssssssss I have had several fills .. everyone tells me how great I look (ie slimmer haha) I have lost a total of 36 kilos to date !! WOW that sounds a lot when you say it like that I have dropped 4 dress sizes!!!! I am slipping into clothes so easy .. taking clothes back to the hanger at the shops because I've picked up the wrong size .. ahh I've had several fills . .my most recent 5 days ago Doctor is GREAT - so lovely and nice to talk to... I am NOT exercising yet - I know I am naughty as!!!! but I do intend to My goal is to buy a bike - Giant Women's Suede - I want to cycle!! I need to take my dogs walking but its so cold and dark here right now .. SUMMER is coming .. and my first real summer lighter than I have been for ... ohhhh .. 25 years??? bring it on ! To all you pre OP people .. dont look back .. look forward .. such a tiny op for such a HUGE result .. you owe it to yourself to do this for YOU !!! GOOD LUCK I will be back .. (hopefully in double digits soon) today: 112.1KGS

HI ANYONE READING THIS ! It's July 28th in wintery Sydney and I havent posted in here for agessssssssssssssss I have had several fills .. everyone tells me how great I look (ie slimmer haha) I have lost a total of 36 kilos to date !! WOW that sounds a lot when you say it like that I have dropped 4 dress sizes!!!! I am slipping into clothes so easy .. taking clothes back to the hanger at the shops because I've picked up the wrong size .. ahh I've had several fills . .my most recent 5 days ago Doctor is GREAT - so lovely and nice to talk to... I am NOT exercising yet - I know I am naughty as!!!! but I do intend to My goal is to buy a bike - Giant Women's Suede - I want to cycle!! I need to take my dogs walking but its so cold and dark here right now .. SUMMER is coming .. and my first real summer lighter than I have been for ... ohhhh .. 25 years??? bring it on ! To all you pre OP people .. dont look back .. look forward .. such a tiny op for such a HUGE result .. you owe it to yourself to do this for YOU !!! GOOD LUCK I will be back .. (hopefully in double digits soon) today: 112.1KGS

Today I saw my doctor for the first time since surgery and he was VERY happy with how I was going .. total weight loss of 11.4 kgs or 22lbs - I think that's kind of average - no idea really That's 2 weeks of optifast and one week of fluids Today I started mushy food which is harder to be on than fluids because you have to have food with you @ lunch at work etc .. and today I didn't have any so .. it was a drink BUT I had scrambled eggs for dinner and that was really nice .. though I ate more than I needed to ... good to know that I was aware of that .. even tho I did eat too much .. the adjustment will help with that I am sure Oh and having weetbix in the morning .. sublime!! onward and forward I go

Today I saw my doctor for the first time since surgery and he was VERY happy with how I was going .. total weight loss of 11.4 kgs or 22lbs - I think that's kind of average - no idea really That's 2 weeks of optifast and one week of fluids Today I started mushy food which is harder to be on than fluids because you have to have food with you @ lunch at work etc .. and today I didn't have any so .. it was a drink BUT I had scrambled eggs for dinner and that was really nice .. though I ate more than I needed to ... good to know that I was aware of that .. even tho I did eat too much .. the adjustment will help with that I am sure Oh and having weetbix in the morning .. sublime!! onward and forward I go

My surgeon said THANKS to me also for being good on the pre op diet! He said my liver was great and it really helped him .. so I felt good about that .. also I got CoLOUr PhOtOs of my operation .. did anyone else get that? I have pictures of the band inside me .. I can see my liver and spleen and heart .. WHAT A TRIPPY thing that was to see !!

How much are you drinking? I never drink as much as I should but I didn't find the 2 weeks pre Op Optifast TOO bad .. I had three Opti's a day and vegies at night and then water or diet cordial during the day (often) and I had sugar free lollies and chewing gum to eat at work .. hang in there it is SO worth it ..

Well I don't think anyone is reading this blog but I figure that is OK .. it's somewhere to come and vent .. I love reading the other posts though and it's kinda cool to be ahead of some people now rather than before when I was pre surgery and completely new to this. It's now 10 days since I had surgery and I am still on a liquid diet as per instructions. I tried soup but I really dont like soup and so I am eating err drinking Sustagen which is kinda nice and Optifast and I have been sneaking a banana into that shake as it's 'anything you can drink with a straw' right and so I like having the banana. Having jelly and diet custard etc . I am not really that hungry and I have lost 29.4 pounds to date. Which feels good but also doesn't feel like I've made much change but then that's because I am morbidly obese not just fat. If I was a skinny minny I think 10 kilos would sure make a difference but now I find my rings fit better on my hands and some shirts I stopped wearing I can now button up and they look nice. So I guess it's small steps for now. I am a bit over the liquid diet but that can stop next Tuesday I think after I see my surgeon. I have tinned spadghetti all ready to squish up and have and I am not craving meat at all .. I was thinking of becoming a vegetarian just to avoid all the issues with trying to chew meat. I love fish and I could have eggs etc just no red meat perhaps? Thats what I am thinking anyway. Some days I have drunk a lot of my shake and it feels like I've overeaten so it IS a case of really watching what you consume. I was worried about the fill and how it feels but there is a great You Tube lady who posts under the name 'thebandinme' and she speaks about fills in one of her many videos and she's so upbeat and positive that I am no longer worried but actually see it like she does as a way to control and be in control of my health and what I eat. Good luck to anyone getting banded this week 10 days into it and for minimal pain, minimal discomfort and small adjustments to the way I eat it's really not been such a hard road as yet and I am hopeful it never will be

Well I don't think anyone is reading this blog but I figure that is OK .. it's somewhere to come and vent .. I love reading the other posts though and it's kinda cool to be ahead of some people now rather than before when I was pre surgery and completely new to this. It's now 10 days since I had surgery and I am still on a liquid diet as per instructions. I tried soup but I really dont like soup and so I am eating err drinking Sustagen which is kinda nice and Optifast and I have been sneaking a banana into that shake as it's 'anything you can drink with a straw' right and so I like having the banana. Having jelly and diet custard etc . I am not really that hungry and I have lost 29.4 pounds to date. Which feels good but also doesn't feel like I've made much change but then that's because I am morbidly obese not just fat. If I was a skinny minny I think 10 kilos would sure make a difference but now I find my rings fit better on my hands and some shirts I stopped wearing I can now button up and they look nice. So I guess it's small steps for now. I am a bit over the liquid diet but that can stop next Tuesday I think after I see my surgeon. I have tinned spadghetti all ready to squish up and have and I am not craving meat at all .. I was thinking of becoming a vegetarian just to avoid all the issues with trying to chew meat. I love fish and I could have eggs etc just no red meat perhaps? Thats what I am thinking anyway. Some days I have drunk a lot of my shake and it feels like I've overeaten so it IS a case of really watching what you consume. I was worried about the fill and how it feels but there is a great You Tube lady who posts under the name 'thebandinme' and she speaks about fills in one of her many videos and she's so upbeat and positive that I am no longer worried but actually see it like she does as a way to control and be in control of my health and what I eat. Good luck to anyone getting banded this week 10 days into it and for minimal pain, minimal discomfort and small adjustments to the way I eat it's really not been such a hard road as yet and I am hopeful it never will be

I meant I hope we can say HELLO in a year haha and see how far we've both come and how we feel then as opposed to all the confusion and uncertainty now !

hi Suzi ! I booked my surgery and really everything went quickly so that 1 hour before surgery I was thinking .. oh my god what the hell have I got into ??? It's now one week later .. I've lost over 29 pounds in total and I feel fantastic and SO motivated to do this. I did feel down 24 hours post surgery .. this is no small thing .. it's life changing .. it's permanent (for what we are trying to achieve anyway) and it's going to result in a new you with all the challenges that come with that You will never look back .. I hope we can say in a year .. and see how far we've both come You are going to do great - good luck on Monday