amberstar

Hey Amber,

I've been out of town for a bit, just saw your message.

Girl...I canceled. Yep, I canceled. I can't believe it but I did. It was getting down to the wire and I started freaking out about money (I am a cash patient). I kept thinking how can I spend all this money when my family has other needs? That and I thought how guilty I'd feel if we needed the money after the surgery.

I still want this so bad but I don't know if I can do it.