trinzic

I used to be this super outgoing, athletic person.  Then, I fell into some bad habits that took over 20 yrs from me in, what feels like, a blink of an eye.  I am still that same girl from back then, only wiser and a little tired of being focused on the wrong things.  I have a great wife and an awesome, older dog.  But, to be perfectly honest, I am withering on the vine.  I need to get back into actually feeling my body.  I've been going through an extended period of disassociation.  And all the therapy in the world isn't going to get me to associate with this body if I don't start to actually take care of it.  So that's what I've started doing.  Learning more about the me that I actually am.  Loving the me I am regardless of my ability to go trail biking all day or taking a long hike.  This is still me.  No matter what I can or can't currently do.  And if I want to ever regain strength, flexibility, and the ability to passionately follow my bliss, it starts here, it starts now.