IAMPERFECTION2

That's great, safe travels!

Hi Everyone, I'm set to be re-sleeved in Turkey in 14 days. I will try to post as much as possible. I've always had a low bmi. My first sleeve was 2018 but I really didn't feel the fullness others have talked about, and 6 months later I was pregnant which stalled me and I regained the weight back after a miscarriage. This time I am determined not to repeat past mistakes. I will be self pay and my re-sleeve is scheduled for May 8. If anyone is in my situation let me know.

May 10th here. I will be re-sleeved in Turkey.

This comment has me reeling and questioning everything up to this point. I've always attracted both men and female attention. I was a very confident person. I never had a weight problem, I spent 8 years in the army and I exercised and ate pretty good. When my bestfriend of 15 years forced himself on me.... I lost myself, a few years later I was obese. I was relieved to become invisible. The attention that once gave me validation, was the source of my anxiety. I thought I'd worked though my issues and I had the sleeve surgery in 2018, lost 50 pounds, however after a miscarriage and poor eating habits quickly gained the all the weight back. I recently decided to go to Turkey to be re-sleeved. Not for attention but for my health. I'm set to be re-sleeved in 14 days and I'm trying to figure out how not to self sabotage my weight-loss. I wrote all this to say you're beautiful inside and out. You deserve to be healthy. Losing 125 pounds is AMAZING, don't allow depression and anxiety to rob you of the beautiful life you deserve.