Erin18

Awe, im so jelous! Lol, I have my 5 hour course the 28th. Plus, you have a car. xD Eh.. im very jelous lol. =.]

Oh wow, =./. Thats a possibillity, don't be nervous, lots of people have to have that done, and it could really help you, with the way you feel, and with your weight. =.]. Thanks, and I know. The thing is, you all have the tool to help you and keep you focused, every time you start to drift, you can think, "Hey I went through the pain and hassel of the surgerry to not do this, and im going to stick to my band." I have nothing stopping me besides the slight motivation of really wanting and needing to not do it. Its hard, I have strong will power, but when Im not the supporting on who buys and decides what and when and everything to eat, and haveing to be the mental suport of my family its hard. Im pretty much standing at the edge of a cliff balanceing everyone else but me.