Erin18

i know exactly how you feel. i feel the same and it does suck, but we will get there and we'll beable to probably do things those other girls can't haha and they guys will be after us

nice, mine i always wanted to be around 120-125, i know thats low but its healthy for my height (:

haha that must be nice

oh, really? haha nice but that sucks maybe if it gets bad enough he will? haha yeah thats one reason why i hate it too and the guys like to spike the balls, ohh haha that not good, he/she has bad aim lol

yup, i rather not go to school too lol and now its volley ball unit in gym and i hatttttttttte voley ball unit, itd be ok if it wasnt co-ed blegh. yeah i heard there was supposed to be one too, start tonight through 7am tmro idk, i hope so, lol. that would be great, but i highly doubt it too

oh, sometimes thats they case for me too. and believe me, you're not alone lol. i wanna be able to talk to someone without having to look down or away. im hoping when i get closer to UGW (ultimate goal weight) that i'll have better self confidence too i don't wanna be afraid to go up to someone i like and say hi and stuff ya know? anyways, what's your ultimate goal weight?

ahh i see, that stinks lol

yup, that's what they did for me too. yeah i didn't either but i didn't wanna rush it lol

i have a lot too, and i know if i didn't have the band, i wouldn't have missed so much. atleast i got better right? that's not good, why do they keep changing them? i always get mine too haha no problem

no problem lol, thats good, i haven't been in school monday and tuesday and i dont have to worry about today cause we got a snowday lol but yeah thanks, and yeah when i cheated it made me sick too, so yup just be careful

hey its 6 away from mine lol, thats nice though, you get to visit NYC while youre there, i wanna go there so badly. is that where you have to go for the appointments too?

haha yeah, i was nervous mine wouldnt too. it would suck to pay for insurance that doesnt do nada. i have to wait till tomorrow to call the dr to let them know im not feeling any better. i missed a lot too and they all know its medical issues and i hope they understand, this semester we can't miss more than 15 days or you dont graduate even if you have a good grade, missing tomorrow wouldnt hurt though i'll be at 2 days this quarter if i miss tomorrow but it'll be my last day and i hope i hear news from the culture/lab if i have anythingt and if i dont, what the hell? lol yeah i missed alot with the dr appts too. haha it makes your food go down and then you get hungry again so thats why they dont want you drinking with your meals

haha week two out is the only time after surgery i felt the best, but i have a weaker stomach i guess? but you made it yay haha week 3 isnt so bad, i go back to high school tomorrow since we had last week off, and i dont really wanna go cause im not feeling well, but good job on the weight loss and yeah i think some people cheat lol hey i did, good luck on going back to college tomorrow (:

haha yeah, i also had to go to a place i've never been to before too and it's an hour and 15 mins away from my house. where's yours going to be at?

yeah it does really suck, i'm hoping to get medicade but idk i loved blue cross blue shield child health care plus, they were great and checked up on me after surgery. i want a good insurance close to what i had one that pays for any doctor appointments including dentist, hospital visits, surgeries and pays for medicine. i dont think the medicine is working cause i woke up with pain during the middle of the night ughh, i dont wanna go to school tomorrow but i dont wanna miss school either ughhhh..haha there ya go and dont drink with your meals