Erin18
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sorry, idk just a lil paranoid? newho, was wondering if i do the biggest loser cardio max and the biggest loser power sculpt twice a day and walk 1-2 times a day, 5 days a week, what do i do when 6 im done with 6 weeks because its a 6 week thing, might buy the boot camp but what i do after that anybody doing the shayloss weightloss challenge? sorry i cant think of what i want to write now
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From the album: Me (6/28, 8/23/08 to 6/27, 7/18/09, 12/19/09 -9/2/2010)
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new hair cause i missed the purple and i needed a change :D
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From the album: Me (6/28, 8/23/08 to 6/27, 7/18/09, 12/19/09 -9/2/2010)
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im gonna start a new workout thing and i hope it works
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From the album: Me (6/28, 8/23/08 to 6/27, 7/18/09, 12/19/09 -9/2/2010)
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alrighty i will
awh he'll come around, he better lol you deserve the support from your fam, everybody needs it annnndd you got support from me
oh yeah, he should come sober or drink every once in a while, did you try talking to him about it? awhh, dont believe that from him, i know he loves you guys, he prob doesnt know how, he prob makes his son his pride n joy cause he can help him with man stuff but it shouldnt matter either way. you better not give up lol, i believe in you, girliem definitely give it a try about talkibg to him (:
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because i can't get myself motivated to lose weight for nothing! i cant motivate myself to write out my cals and Protein like i did before surgery, i cant even motivate myself to exercise. i want to do all this, what is stopping me?! its so frustrating. it makes it hard when nobody helps you either, my mom wants to start eating healthier again but she says its hard when nobody eats the healthy stuff but she also said that shes going to do it and if they dont like it, then go without. which sounds good to me, why hasnt it happened yet? she said when she buys healthy food for us and them other food, they eat our healthy food! which makes her angry and i think thats kind of why it hasn't happened yet. i push myself i really do but i also feel like im pushing myself not to. i feel like a failure. i set up a challenge for myself and i havent even started it yet! :smile2: [the challenge is in my blog] when i see someone bigger than me i always say "i dont wanna get like that" to motivate me or "i need to get this weightloss going so i can fit into my cuter clothes/but cuter clothes" and i always say im going to exercise but i dont and it makes me so frustrated, what is holding me back?! can you guys help me or something??
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i know right? lol i hate that, i do that sometimes but it dont work me lol but glad it works for you
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lol, yeah
no problem, im glad i can help and ill always be here for ya and everyone else if they need it too
lol cool, yeah i wanna make a better one of that anywho
dont let him get in your way, dont let it bother ya, just keep saying "im not listening, im not listening!" dont let him get ya down, because you want this (: nooo dont say that!! no! just block him out
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i know rightt?, i never wanna feel that for my size eitherlol
ehhh lol ok
i cant remember where i found this site, think it was on google lol but i really like it and it helps and im glad you found it too
i think i would be too lolohh and i got my septum pierced tonight lol YouTube - Piercing update its not of me getting it, just and update but yeahh anywho, did you check out the before and after photos on here? they help motivate ya
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i am the same way haha, i did something to get relieve the stress lmao but it cam right back like what the hell lol
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awh, i was (or atleast i thought i was) a size 22, but i finally figured out i was a 20 back in 9th or tenth grade and now im either a 18 or 20 depends, but that stinkles =/
i dont have as much confidence as it sounds believe me lol but im confident about other peoples situations lol
i know righT? it is awesome, its great (: glad i found this site
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i also think that hannging a pair of jeans i thought were going to fit but actually didnt when i got home would motivate me. i have them in 18s and im wearing a size 18 in the same brand is why i thought theyd fit. like how would i hang it? anyhow, BobbieND- thanks (: ... i get hungry quicker cause i never had a fill since i got the band but even so, i havent gained more than 5 pounds, but sometimes i lose 5 and gain it back like its yo-yoing. clothes are a great motivator and i bought some goal clothes in 08 but i think im going to do it like size 18, 15, 12/13, etc i just feel like i need a lil more support i think, thats why i posted this
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ugh i know this isnt the right place to be comming for this but i feel depressed ever since tuesday night, and i really dont know why, i know its nothing to do with the band, i think it might have to do with something that happened on sunday, but i dont know, this is just killing me, i keep getting bad thoughts and by bad thoughts, you should know, and bad thoughts about my kitty and RIGHT THERE just kills me really really bad, it makes me really upset thinking that, what can i do to stop thinking about bad thoughts? i wanna get back to my normal self and be bubbly/happy again, i think i just need a really good talk with somebody to make me feel better? cant go to a psychiatrist or whatever you call them, no insurance and have no money, but i might just need a really good talk and someone/something to ease my mind and think about good things..=/ hmm sorry that this is a pointless thread?
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why do i feel like this? =/
Erin18 replied to Erin18's topic in POST-Operation Weight Loss Surgery Q&A
ok hey, sorry for bringing this thread back up but i didnt wanna get hell for posting a new thread but i thought about it today and i think i came to the conclusion as to why im having these bad thought. the top reason is the depo birth control shot. the next top one and i think its the main one: STRESS! for one, i think im getting stressed that we're going to be playing volley ball for a month in gym which i always seem to ave bad experiences with it. for two and the most is that i am seriously worried about failing(eventhough i have good grades). it is second semester now. we get two social and english classes but theyre both half credits because first semester i had government for social and syfy/fantasy for english. now it being second semester i have economics and history of mystery for english and by the end of the year it counts as one credit but the only class im seriously worried about is economics. second semester started not too long ago (im pretty sure it started on february 1st, cant remember) we had two tests so far and the one we had today, i failed by 4 points, i even studied 3 times. what worries me the most is that we NEED this class to graduate. if you fail it, you do not graduate. another thing that scares me to death is that if you miss more than 15 days this semester you also dont graduate. im at 3 days so far and i had to be out those days cause i had a UTI, nausea and in slight pain, i was uncomfortable. and im scared that im going to fail :smile2::w00t::sad: what makes it harder is that my resource teacher (special ed/services teacher) she helps me understand things way better than anybody else and she not going to be back til next year because she had her baby with C-section (im not sure if shes coming back before graduation or not) i need her! also like i said before, it could be because i got my heart broken 2nd (or 3rd time) time. and it can be because my friend lost her baby. i know its all of that that's doing this to my mind! but yeah i think im getting these thoughts because im so stressed about school. i hope they go away though. and about depo, im planning on not getting it anymore eventhough i said i was going to get the last dose that i have, but im not, if i dont need it then im not going to keep taking it, ya know? im gonna stay off of birth control for awhile, it would make more sense to be on it if i had a boyfriend, ya know? but yup ugh, the littles that can do things to your mind. -
thanks (: i hope you get approved, you should let me know when you do. this will be all worth it in the end, you will be starting your new life
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that stinks and i was usually the biggest in my family too
thanks cause i'll be needing it! lol
i know you will, you'll do great
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yeah, stress difinitely does suck, wish there was never such a thing. know what sounds good? a massage
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haha, i know how that feels
yeah my head is acting up lately, ever since feb. 2nd and i dunno if its from my BC shot or getting my heart broken, or the surgery/losing weight and gaining a little and losing a little, friend being preggers and losing it i dont know what the heck lol my mind is like abusing me lol anywho yeah it is scary -
haha it will be like " in your face!"
i feel the same way lol i always thought that i was gonna be like my brother meaning lose weight before entering high school (he was on the wrestling team) haha hmh didnt happen lol grr i wanted to be a normal weight through high school, boo lol oh well i hope to be close to it around graduation.
ah i see, but who knows maybe it'll look different when you lose weight? you will probably be the same size when you get to goal, ya never know
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hey i was just wondering how many calories you guys eat per day to make you lose weight? i heard you supposed to eat 1500 calories a day, true? How many calories do you eat per day when you've reached your goal to maintain it? now about hair, my hair doesn't fall out as much as it use to (thank god), I can tell it's growing back by seeing the little pieces sticking out everywhere, but i have a feeling i don't get enough Protein in and i can't stand Protein shakes anymore, the thought of it makes me wanna puke. i heard B-12 helps with that and another one that i can't think of, i know i ask this question alot but what do you use to get your hair fuller and thicker
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i know, i try to tell my friends sometimes but they dont understand cause they never been as heavy as i am so they would never know how i truely feel. haha yeah, it'll show them!
ohh i always go by Calculate your BMI - Standard BMI Calculator the bmi calculator and keep trying to find the weight that is normal for my height, my dr gave me a goal to lose 85 pounds and well the weight i'd be at would still make me over weight. so a weight for my height would be between 100 and 130 anything under would be underweight and anything over would be overweight so thats why i chose 120-125
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should i take Biotin or b-12? do i need to tell anyone? anyways, my nutritionist told me to EAT my Protein and not to drink it. and i can never drink protein shakes again, they always make me sick but atkins are ok and slim fast but idk reason why i ask about the hair part is because i am lightening(bleaching) my hair to dye it a purple color and im worried itll fall out all the way for some reason and i need to start getting that protein in before spring break, i plan on dying it at the end of spring break ahh and reason why i asked about calories is b/c i set up a chellenge for myself to lose 45-58 pounds by june 12th or june 26 and im worried it wont happen cause 1. i have no fill and i wont be getting one soon, 2. i feel like i cant motivate myself enough, 3. i want to workout but when i do my mind says "i dont feel like it" anymore i know i need to push myself better but i cannnnnttt
