Erin18

hey, so you're getting your surgery done by Dr. Hill at saranac lake/adironack medical center?

wait what wasnt pretty? ceramics? lol oh, well when i just got done sending you a message i heard that my mom had and appointment with the insurance company on monday so i will know if i get it then!! yay! lol yeah me too actually i was busy with a 3 week budget project which stressed me out so badly, nobody even had a clue, i was ready to flip on people and theres this teacher i have in place of another one(my resource teacher [special ed] that is out due to having a baby and shes not coming back till next school year!) annoys me so much i hate going to that class, she thinks shes helping me but shes really not, the only person that helps me is my resource teacher! anywho i hope it does too (:

sore after a workout but only if it was an intense one like the jillian michaels 30 day shred one. yeah i did know its amazing isnt it? also rearranging furniture burns up to 400 calories for doing it for an hour (said in the 400 Calorie Fix book awesome book that we just got)

awh, thats awesome shes happy for your choice (: yeah i hope it stays that way for you too. i say if you think itll change some people then probably just tell them you eat healthier and exercise. they do indeed and it gives you energy

ah, well thats good atleast. when i was really bad with the nausea at the begining, i never vomitted, just like dry heaving i think its called. so maybe its anxiety? cause when i meet someone new i get nauseous. hey, i think thats really good, i really want one of the still bikes. those are what i want to focus on the most too, and the thighs. im nervous about the loose skin too but the younger you are the less loose skin you'll have. it does work, just give it time and keep getting the fills, oh, im so nervous about those when i get insurance im getting my first one ahh. that could be why, kids can be a handfull haha i have two nieces and they are deffinitely a handfull. sometimes i get

awh, it cant be that bad lol. did you ever try ceramics/pottery? that is so fun, i went on a field trip last year to one pf these pottery classes and it was so fun and we could make as many as we want yeah it is, but i dont think we actually sent an application till the begining of this month or the last of last month. haha it helps when someone is going to do it with you, trust me, i just needed that boost i think, i never have the energy either lol but exercising is what gives you energy (:

all you need to do it work around it, i agree with life isnt fair. uh hello you like to sing make music girl, take up photography, make your own grafitti (not on public places lol like on paper or on a canvas), you dont have to be good at it, just as long as you enjoy it or something (: maybe, haha all i know is i have no fill and need to get one as soon as i get insurance i finally started working out yeahhh!!! haha yeah (:

(read the one under this first) close friend, im not sure if i want to tell anyone, i know my mom doesnt want me to but i might when i get to goal. i am hoping too (: thanks, haha thanks, i finally got the boost to get exercising again, had an intense workout yesturday with my brother's gf and i tried working out again today and it was hard cause im sore haha but i did 20 something mins today yeah i try to tell myself that everyday haha

no problem. that stinks, maybe you can check those to see if they have pool excersing sessions. ah, maybe, it could be, i usually get nausea when im so worried, i get so worried it gets to the point where i get really nauseous and vommit but its sort of different for me now, when i get sick now, i get nauseous, and when i recently had a UTI it made me really sick but thing is i never get to the point where i vomit, thank god!. do you just get neausea or do you get nauseous and also vomit alot? is it a daily basis kind of thing for you? thats good, when you have something youre looking forward to, the days go by pretty fast. this month flew by and in the past years i always thought it went by soooo slow, thats why i always hated march lol. hmm i havent told anyone except family and one

you dont have a YMCA around? thats good but also weird, do you do pilates? i hope it helps too, someone told me about it when i had nausea and it helped and it still does (: ohhh the pickles part yes, they do help, my doctor told me to try pickles and those also help, i think its because of the vinegar im not sure either. but thats weird it makes it worse, do you know whats causeing the nausea? maybe ask for a nausea med, im with ya on not beable to picture yourself 100 pounds light, i cant either. thats awesome, its more realistic, i wanna lose 60 more pounds, then all id have left to lose is 20-25 more ppunds, i lost all together so far is 35 pounds heh should deffinitely be more, but its so hard when you have no fill. ugh hopefully soon. sweet wish ya luck with that, and its right around the corner (:

hmm yeah it is. thats not healthy for you all and not fair, well i guess all you can do is try to stay away from him as much as possible so nothing happens, do something you love to do. im doing ok, havent lost anything for a long time =/

thank you (:. well i hope you have the same luck as well. did you try swimming? it might help with those so youre not putting pressure on everything plus its fun. for nausea, what i find to help with it is lots of cold water, mint flavored things like icebreakers (the green container), mint tea, anything minty, and gas x strips seem to helpt with nausea. you will get healthier

llol probably for our age range, theres a lot of people on here our age but most of them arent active. lol what a butt hole lol take everything away from him lol..hmm assertive, that good? lol yeah im not big on words lols good good, and no problemo

youre welcome mine was a 6 month process cause i was under the age 18 before surgery, it took another 4 to get approved by my insurance (i was 18 at the time and it was in june when i got approved) i hope they tell you june. mine is goin ok, i lost around 40 pounds without any fills (i had bad nausea for 2 months and a half and when i started getting better my isurance ran out [i had blue cross blue shield child health care plus]) never had a fill, but im hoping to get insurance soon so i can get a few (:

youre welcome, i like helping people

hes an idiot (sorry) but you should say "if youre not going to be supportive of me, then i dont need you in mylife. i really need all the support and it would help if you can be supportive right not"

i hate people like that, and theres a lot of people out there like that. but you shouldnt let them get in your way

thats not right!!! everyone in the family should be included

good that youre not going to give up, if he dont suport you, you have a lot of people on her that will !

alright lol sounds good to me

thanks i love it

i got mine in july, ill keep my fingers crossed for ya too

haha thats awesome *high five*