Erin18

its okay, he died in march 2006 due to an aneurysm bursting and he wasnt strong enough to fight it, he had a lot done to hime when he first went to the hospital in november of 2005. wish he wouldnt of pulled through, wish he would of made it to my brother and i's graduation, he only made it to one of ours. but its okay, i miss him and sometimes i get to see him in my dreams (: it is

go visit the scale if your curious lol i went on the march of dimes walk today it was so fun

yeah, im glad about it though, ill never smoke and i never even thought about it. i forgot how she quit but i think she quit because my grandpa was in the hospital and died there =/ nope its not agreed

know what you should do if you dont have a scale? get a piece of string or yarn that fits around your waist, chest, arms, hips, thighs, calves and you can measure that way to see if you lost weight get a ruler one of the long ones and measure that every week, oh same here, same here lol

i didnt cach anything just had dizzyness for two days lol ive been told im alergic to cigarrette smoke lol my mom use to smoke but she quit befor e my grandpa died, yeah smoking isnt fun lol and yup

it is, but even dieting alone, you should lost weight,k exercising makes it better so your skin isnt lose when you lose weight, and it makes weight loss easier and just so much better. i get the reconmended hours of sleep but i still feel wicked tired.

haha

man that stinks, yeah my niece is sick and she slept on the chair with me, and coughed in my face lol so i hope i dont get sick. but i hope you get better (: i hate cigarrettes too, they make me sick, i get so light headed, to the point where i can pass out eep! haha lucky, i think my brothers and i deserve a car from our parents lol eh but ill feel special when i get one anyways lol yeah that wouldnt be right. haha yeah (:

it better work lol it should work, if you have blue cross, blue shield child health care plus then thats what i had to do. haha

(its ok lol ive been busy myself)

oh yeah! thats definitely a great start! same here, i want a car too but the only thing is that i dont wanna pay the monthly payment and insurance lol yup, youre getting there (: ahh dont be lol, i dont even have a car so theres nowhere to go haha. yeah a lot of people say our school is so stupid but thats usually because they dont get their way lol. yeah i would love a walkin buddy (:

yay! they had me do the same thing, i lost slowly, i lost 12, then i lost 3 more, i gained that 3 back, was stuck there til preop diet which i lost 8Ibs on that lol if you follow it, you will definitely lose weight. so excited for you

it is and i went for a 6 mile walk with my friend on sat, dude its fun and i walked from my house to downtown which i always wanted to do thats awesome, i should be getting my liscence soon, i hope to go before june 19th, my 5 hour course ends on july 14th eep!! sounds like a good plan ...dude thats so not right, come to my school! everyone loves new people, doesnt matter who you are, and most people at my school hate the athlets/sport players/popular people lol depends on who it is pretty much, if theyre snobs and a-holes then no one likes them and gosh our principle and assistant principle, everyone likes cause theyre cool lol im telling you, people at my school likes new people, doesnt matter who you are, they like making new friends

well make it motivating, it makes me motivated, i would so enjoy walking with a dog (: its motivating for me cause i tell myself "if you keep this up, you will get into those pair of jeans/top/dress" you'll feel sore your first time but it really does feel great! well use your aunts tredmil lol watch tv while doing it if you can, its less boring and you go and go and dont notice that its been an hour when youre done. your friends...need to get off their butt lol make them go for walks, dont think of it as working out or exercising, think of it as hanging out, whatever you do that gets your heatrate up is good (: well your school is very strange lol just do what i said in this message, go to the park or something, have fun, make it fun and dont make it sound like youre exercising! get your friends involved

ohwell for them lol itll be for you (: awesome lol yeah i have a chiwawa (however you spell that lol) mix [big as a cat]which she thinks shes a big dog but when a huge dog comes around she runs away lol but yeah thats pretty cool, you can take them for a walk and have company (: i dont feel comfortable working out in the weight room either but i do it sometimes, i usually only go on the tredmills or eliptical machines and they continue their weight lifting and stuff like that, theres hardly any girls that usually go there so eh lol get a friend to go with you to the weightroom ? nawh, youd should be fine

hmm, lol my principle too thats, weird lol. well you shouldnt let it end like that, for workouts, you can try seventeenmag.com they have some great ones and they have some fun ones, get the magazines they give you a guideline of what to eat. haha, yeah it will help a lot, theres no one around my age that i know of thats in the same boat in my town. i have my own trails too but not long enough lol do you have a dog? it really does suck fighting a lone. if i had a big enough dog like a lab or something then i wouldnt be so affraid to go by myself. just dont let something like this stop you, you can do it! keep your head up high, does your school have a weighroom with tredmils, weight lifting and exercising equipment?

oh, ok well thats the best part then lol. thanks yes me too, i hate it ughhh. awh thats so stupid, did you tell the principle? he would of fired him or something. yes it better lol. awhhh im sorry ): no dont let it end there! this just means to start your pre-op diet maybe by time you find a new doctor and when your insurance approves, maybe you wouldnt need the surgery, man, if you lived closer we could be workout buddies and i can help you and you can help me all get to our goal weights, i always want to walk to the park and back which is 3 miles but i have no one to come with me anymore and i dont go anywhere a lone, i plan on going hiking in the summer whenever its nice, it would be so helpful to have someone like me to help each other