peaches112

My story begins at the age of 15 when I was put on my first diet. Now at the age of 27 three children and married I think it's time for me. I've tried every diet, starvation and I lost weight that way. Needless to say I gained it all back and more. I"m soooo tired of being fat, and it takes alot to admit that. I love my Lane Bryant clothes but I want to be free. Free from all the hold backs that weight brings. I want my life not to revolve around food. I've made food my escape goat. I'm learning to get a new habit which is not eating. I've been thinking about this process for two years and started in July of last years. I recently decided I really want this surgery and not only  for cosmetic reasons I want to be healthy for my children. I miss being able to move fast and bend and run. But now so close to my operation I can't give up. I have my psychology visit on Sept 9th, my last group visit is on Sept 22nd and last nutrition visit on August 27th. Submition after August 27th.