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I'm on the all liquid diet. I'm on antibiotics (I have a history of staph infection with surgeries) I am very anxious about this. I am second guessing myself. I HAVE to lose weight. I weigh 240 and am 5'7". I played college ball and at my most fit I was 160# and skinny. So I would like to lose 80#. I am a very motivated person but after 3 preg. back to back I have put on wt :blushing: I've been reading and doing alot of research. Anyone else have horrible last minute jitters??? How do I mentally get through this?? My sis and mom both have a band so I'm very familiar with everything....just SCARED!!!!!!:ohmy:

I think that is part of my anxiety. My mom and a band done 16yr ago. It's not adjustable. She lost about 130# and has gained 50# back. She has very bad eating habits. My sis has lost about 50# in over a year. She only has about 20# more to lose. I am paying cash and this is a BIG sacrifice for my husband and I. I just hope I am not making the wrong decision. And what if I hate it and what if I have infection and what if something bad happens....etc!!! I just can't keep saying the what if!!!! grrrrrr I just want to be on the other side and skinny and healthy!!!