Jazaysha

I will like to start of with saying Hi, I’m jazaysha. I’m a 19 year old that is 370 pound, and I’m tired of it. Ive been like this for too long every since the Risperdal lawsuit from j&j. Even though it’s been since 7th grad I was apart of that, I struggled with loosing weight. It just got worse and worse and im the biggest in my family!! I got approved and I’m excited but what makes me super nervous is that I’m afraid that my sleeve will make me sick all the time. I have a terrible phobia about throwing up, because in the past I had a eating disorder as I struggled with the weight in the past. Now I gained a fear of just vomiting or just nausea in general. It got so bad I called my lover on the phone crying because I’m so scared. the other fear is just my sleeve staples loosing and falling off. (I know that It’s really doubtful that happening but ya know I’m scared) I don’t have a choice, I need to do this for me. I planned on it so much and all I want to do is this but my fear and anxiety is like a deer on a empty highway. can anyone help me?!?!

Here letting everyone know that my surgery was a success that I am getting down 22 ounces of water a day maybe more I just started full liquids two days ago and my highest weight was 387 pounds my current weight is 343 pounds also I have no nausea just stomach spasms and farting up a storm

I’m feeling so good I’m actually 343 and my highest weight was 387 started full liquid and it was insanely good but I’m sipping

Thank you for telling me this I appreciate you so much informing me on this

That makes me feel less stress and I appreciate you telling me this ☺️

Thank you so much for responding and I was terrified for the staples and thank you for making me feel better

Hey hey I’m going into my surgery at 4:30 am in the morning I’m 5.3 and 379 pounds and I’m just tired and I want my life to get better so I decided on my 19th birthday on June 11 I need to get this done