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I have a toy poodle and I keep loving all over her. But it is not the same as having a big dog like Baby she always made me feel protected. Baby lived with my parents since my husband and my son have dog allergies so I guess I feel guilty because I did not get to spend alot of time with her like I did growing up. My parents also have another dog Duke and he is a very big dog I feel sad for him cause right now he is just laying by the door waiting for baby to come home. Charlene - thanks for understanding the loss. I really want to know all about the shake stuff you are doing when you start. I so need a jump start again. You should ask your dr about the pulse racing that is not good.

Okay my turn to update you all with me' Work is doing well I am so happy in my new position. They keep me running. I wore the wrong shoes today and my feet hurt so bad. I get to work off site the next two days for a big training event I planned I am so thrilled with myself. Weight loss is staying still mostly because I am just not doing exercise or watching my food like a hawk. I am at a stall have been there for a while. It is just my mind I am so scared to get to the 200 mark (not sure why but it is what I think) I am hanging out at 211 sometime 214 depends. I need a jumpstart but feeling blah. But I felt this way before my pet loss so I don't know. Also keep having car issues I swear since I traded My grand am for the dodge interpid 5 years ago everything went down hill. All I can say is 3 cars since the grand am and it seems like I always need a new transmission except with the last one when someone totaled my last car. I swear I am not hard on my cars just bad luck or something. It ia a running family joke that is not really funny.

Julie - thanks so much for the update I can't believe I missed so much. And if you have the CRS syndrome then I do to. LOL I can't believe you had to appeal the insurance company for an MRI that is so stupid why do insurance companies get to tell us what we can and cannot have? Apples - I am so sorry for your loss. I can't believe you did it again hit ended the 599 post and started the 600. I am glad you have quit being the food cook for everyone take it easy and enjoy life Janet - So working hard and no additional pay that sucks but like you told me before at least we are working. Sorry your head hurts feel better Joyce - I am glad surgery went well and you are feeling good Phyll - I am so proud of you and doing so well after the knee surgery. Keep it up. Arlene - keep us posted on your progress on the jumpstart Meredith - I am glad you got your house come back and chat with us we miss you. Cheri - Sorry about the fall you took but I am happy you made goal WTG!! Great - Welcome back we missed you.

Thanks Judy. I remembered someone had loss their furry baby too recently but could not remember who it was.

I just feel so depressed and don't want to do anything. I miss her so much I can't even look at her picture because I keep remembering yesterday. I could not even sleeo last night. I am trying to remember the happy times it is to fresh right now.

Hi All, Sorry I have been MIA I had a really sick family dog that unfortunately had to put to sleep. She was 13 yrs old and we just found out she had cancer in her paw 2 weeks ago and then this weekend it spread to her lungs. I miss her so much. I am attaching Baby's photo below. I have not read the posts so if anyone (Apples) wants to give me the recap of what is going on with everyone that would be great so I can catch up.

Hi All, Sorry I have been MIA I had a really sick family dog that unfortunately had to put to sleep. She was 13 yrs old and we just found out she had cancer in her paw 2 weeks ago and then this weekend it spread to her lungs. I miss her so much. I am attaching Baby's photo below.

Dr Davis is so cool. I just love watching him on TV. I wish surgeons here where just as caring. Do you have to meet them each week. You could not do this ling distance huh. LOL. Anyways keep me informed

So is this through your surgeons office or another type of plan? I was wondering sincfe I live in ga if they have something like that here

I do I just try to eat a small portion of what I cook my family but keep the rest of the day pretty much the same high protein be it a shake or tuna or something like that. But with me my real meal is not till dinner. Due to my band being so crazy right now. i am not saying I am correct i just want to say I complety understand what you are saying. You could go crazy with all the food choices. What to eat, not to eat it is crazy and each Dr is different. So nwe all get mixed signals

Hi all, Wanted to say Hi! Happy Birthday to the Birthdays I missed. Congrats to the people who lost Hang in there for the people struggling I had to leave work because it is snowing bad today I have 3-4 inches at my house. I know for the northern folks this is nothing but in Ga this is alot. Alex's school called at 6am to advised no school today I drove to work because it was just raining but then it started to snow and stick so I drove back hope after about 5hrs at wrk.

At least we understand each others demons and pain I am so happy we have all stayed on this site to help each other.

Hey all just checking in. I wanted to put my two cents in. I could not had the Bypass either do to Liver and gall bladder surgeries. Too much scar tissue. My mom had it and sometimes I envy her but she has put back on 25 lbs and says she never really met "HER" goal. She had the tummy tuck and everything but it is all mental I try to tell her but she does not undestand she seems to still be looking for a quick fix like some of us do. Let me know about the liquid diet or what the Dr says Charlene? Meanwhile I am still gaining and losing the same pound but that is cause I have not fully jumped back in. I can't get out of my own head

Oh my mom does that I can't. I barely get on there every week. Hide it in your car then you can't get on it without going to get it then you may not want to go all through the trouble except for 1 x a week

Since I moved to my new job I drink my coffee in the am but then forget to eat my breakfast, because before I looked forward to my breaks and would eat breakfast around 10. They are not making me work through breaks or anything I just don't have a strict schedule like before so I am having trouble adjusting to being able to do what I want. I guess I will have to breaks on my calendar so I remember to eat and not starve. I am so happy for you and glad you are home. I have tuna in my desk those travel tuna salads I need to do that Like i said early I think I have to set a calendar reminder to take breaks Janet - I think about you alot as well that is one major reason why I was so upset when I could not see you guys in FL. Yes I need to slow down Love you for all your help and support. Since you started this thread you have taught me so much Hi to everyone else hope everyone is feeling and doing well.

that looks awesome even though you are swollen Oh my 102 pounds that is awesome !!!

Mrs Bubba - I love my new job and I am really running around everyday. My exercise LOL. That could be why I feel tight. I am doing so much everyday. I really do like it. Janet - I think it is stress but a good stress. If you know what I mean. That could be why. But I pb alot could be also cause I eat when I get home and maybe to fast cause I am like starving even though I eat lunch

what does it mean soft tissue behind the lower lash? Does that mean on the inside? Or do you hey just tattoo really close to the lash line

It is about 4-5 hrs away but no problem I have been there a couple of times it is so pretty there I would love to go again. *** Well I have been MIA for awhile. I have been feeling way down on myself. Love my new job. Just suck at the eating and work out right now. Not working out and not eating right. I need to get my band loosen I have trouble eating and keeping it down and I have so much reflux in the morning. I even take zantac at night before bed. But it does not seem to help. But my Dr is hard to get into right now. what should I do?****

charlene - You go with the journaling as you know I do great then I don't with the journaling I just need to jump back in but I keep making excuses I am in such a rut

great job on the exercise and calorie count. keep it up

I was told that having low D can mimic lots of stuff. So i take a multi then I add vitamin D. You know maybe we all feel blah cause of all the cold weather. I think they call is Seasonal affective disorder

Mrs Bubba, Did I ever give you my info? If not tell me what you would like and I can pm u.

I am just hanging out. I weighed my self like a week ago but I am just not doing much in the food dept or exercise dept. I just feel blah right now no real reason just blah

Way To go Laura Congrats. I hope Nels feels better soon..