Hello everyone, --first time here. I am scheduled to be banded on July 14. After considering lap band for about 2 years, I finally decided to go for it. I am self pay. Everyone that I have told about being banded has been constatnly asking me "Are you nervous?". And up until now the answer has been NO. But now...??? I feel like ..ok .. this is my last chance at a normal life. What if I can't do this? If I fail at this then there is nothing left out there to help me achieve a healthy weight. I am normally not this negative sounding and I don't want to set myself up for failure. I decided to be banded a little over a month ago. I was relieved to have finally made that step. I went overboard with the " this is my last chance to eat nachos, french fries, popcorn, etc. I probably gained 5 pounds. So now for the last 2 weeks before surgery I am supposed to be on 2 protein shakes and 1 lite meal per day. Well the protein shakes taste like muddy water and I am starving all the time. I cheated horribly on the 4th of july. And now I feel like I don't know if I am strong enough to do this. I am committed to doing this and making the lifestyle changes for me and my son. I'm just wondering is it normal to go overboard with trying to consume all my favorite foods " one last time". Please any advice is welcome. I am freakin' out here.:eek: