kimer

:scared2:Hello. i am scheduled for banding on the 21st. I'm self pay and am afraid that if I have complications I'm not going to be able to deal with it. I'm at the low end of the BMI but have struggled with my weight for 8 years. I am almost ready to cancel. HELP!

Deal period. with all of it. My husband is trying so hard to encourage me to go through with this. I'm afraid of disappointing him and then myself if this doesn't work. I haven't found that to be the case with most of the people who have this surgery but maybe I just haven't found them. I'm scared. I don't do well after surgeries. Am I just being unduly anxious? When all the money is coming out of an already tight budget I'm weighing things carefully.:tt1: