I am nervous about having my first fill on Monday 06/30/08...I am nervous because with a lot of hard work as eveyone else has done I am having a hard time limiting myself with what I am eating...There are times I don't feel like I have the band. I am hoping that my "new" stomach didn't stretch.....I have seriously cut down my portions but I am having a hard time not drinking with my meals. Although I have only lost 15 lbs after the band I feel like I am never going to get to my ideal weight. Has anyone felt this hopeless feeling as well ????????