so im 18 and ive been taking antidepressants for about 5 years now. these antidepressants made me gain a lot of weight and i cant stop them so i deicided to go through with the surgery especially after i developed an eating disorder . but now im post op and i have to take Xanax for my depression but its suddenly making me hungry and im still in the liquid stage. it also annoys me to see my family gathered around eating and having funn and i actually feel hunger.