Hi Vixen
Hope you get to finally get the surgery.
I remember going into my doctors about 16/18 months ago and asking if it was possible to go forward to lapband surgey on the NHS and he said well we can try, so I went and had blood tests and when the nurse took some blood I explained to her my story, about the surgery and she asked, well why dont you just eat less and exercise, surely its as simple as that.
I remember saying to her I need something physical done as mentally I cannot manager and surely having this done would be a less cost to the NHS in the long run and she laughed and replied I should take responsibility and the NHS should be focused towards those who needed it.
I realised at that point, that narrow mindlessness runs deep in the NHS.
Those like me out there love food more than survival, if given the choice whilst buying a large kebab with chips and fizzy drink and the possibility of dying that night, I would think thats not a bad bet and take the kebab, and I guess those reading this would connect with what I have just written.
Im getting to deep, enjoy life. Anyone reading this, if its by NHS or private, just do it. You will never look back.
Now I have had the surgery, I no longer fancy that kebab because life is better without it.
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