anonymouschikorita

Never felt like I was really big, honestly people are always saying that I do not look my weight. But I feel my weight. Going into nursing definitely made me feel it. I'm so tired of feeling heavy. I'm tired of letting opportunities pass me by based on feeling ashamed about my weight. I ballooned up from my comfy weight of 165 lbs to where it is now, after I left my ex. I didn't realise how big an impact that had on my life and mental health until I woke up to what I was doing to myself. My new partner of 9 years now, never even mentioned it or seemed to care, which just made me more ok with it all. Now it is time to take back my life and confidence. At 32 I'm finally ready to go back to my bubbly happy self. I hope that this forum will help give me insight on this journey and answers when I need them, because I've become a worry wart over time and I'm always looking for some proof and inspiration.