billiedaycare

Hey there. Glad to hear from you. The last time I was on this site was AUGUST last year. I have really forgotten all about the rules etc and just live with the band.My food addictions are driving me insane also.. it is VERY hard. I had lost 53 pounds but gained back TWENTY! in the past few months. I just went crazy eating chocolate.. and you have no idea.. I mean 2 pounds at a time... and justifying it to myself.. so crazy!.. anyway.. Last week I decided that I must quit sugar once and for all. I am 18 months banded and haven't lost much more than my first few months.. disgraceful really. I was down to 198 from 251 and have crept back up to 220! So disappointed in myself, milky sugary coffee for breakfast, one for a snack, (easy to drink eh!?).. and then soup for dinner with chocolates for my 'movie/me' time.. I was even eating them in the bath!. I LOVED every moment but realised it is time to STOP.. I have this band and no matter how many times I fail I must get up again.