Hi everyone,
I have a feeling this post be somewhat long so I apologize in advance!
I was banded in Prague on 9th June.
I have followed the diet to the letter and as of monday this week, I was able to try pureed food.
So I did and I gave myself the amount they suggested and I cant say that I felt "full" after it.
I had a telephone call with the dietitian yesterday and she suggested i was ready to go onto soft food.
So, I ate a ready meal which was low fat mashed potato, chicken and vegetables.
I thought that I would start eating and then I would get a "full" feeling then I would stop.
I polished off the whole lot, I think it was 450g or so.
Surely, I shouldnt have been able to eat all that without some discomfort??
She said for me to start on bread today also but Im not going to as ive heard from alot of people that bread is the one thing they cant eat.
I have always had big portions of food, hence why I got to the size I am.
I wanted to have the band fitted so that huge portion sizes were a no no as I would be restricted by having the small stoma.
The dietitian said that everyone stomachs are different sizes.
I was under the impression that there is a certain part of the stomach that the band can only be fitted so surely that would make us more or less have the same sized stoma?
I also mentioned about the lack of info that I had been given from the clinic rearding fills etc etc as it does say in the booklet i was given that it isnt really until your first fill that you start losing the proper weight and it goes on to say so use the time before your first fill as a run up to the real fat melting.
However, she told me its her job, to ensure that I DONT HAVE A FILL.
That through diet and exercice, I will be able to lose the weight.
Now, excuse me if I appear stupid, but isnt having the fills quite important to reach your "sweet" spot
If I wanted to lose the weight with diet and exercise alone, id have stuck to a vlcd which i was doing previously and not spent near on £5000 to have a band that I thought would enable me to feel full at a much earlier stage than before.
she also went on to say that if i wanted a curry, then to have only a small bit and if you want a burger, just have a small one
I was suprised at this as at no stage did i mention that I craved curry or a burger.
Am I missing the point?
I know the band isnt a cure and i know its a tool.
I had it done because as i said before, I have huge portions, so when you read that the band will create a small pouch which your food will sit there for longer making you feel full for longer, I thought this is exactly what I need.
I dont want to be able to binge eat like i did before
I am well aware that food can slip through the band like chocolate, crisps etc etc but I wasnt actually planning on eating anything like that anyway.
If I ate to much with this band, would i feel uncomfortable?
Maybe a whole 450g isnt alot really and im making to a big a deal out of it but when theyre telling you a couple of teaspoons here and there and then you will feel full, my 450g seems a huge amount.
I basically heated it up and started to eat and as soon as i got that feeling of fullness, i was going to stop then i could look at the dinner to see how much of the 450g was left, but i ate it all
maybe i am worrying about nothing.
I hope there is someone who can explain to me where I am going wrong so to speak, maybe my mindset is wrong or something
Thanks alot for reading.
Tracie