I think most everyone with a weight problem can relate to what you just said. I will pray for a speedy answer from insurance-positive of course! Keep up with the excercise. I will tell you my surgeon feels it is the key to being successful with this band. And I agree. I think its two fold, one everyone needs to excercise to build muscle and do cardio for the heart, lower cholesterol, etc. but two, it motivates to be more faithful to better eating habits. When I first got my band I excercised 7 days a week, twice a day for an hour. Mainly I walked or rode my stationary bike. Around Christmas time I found it harder and harder to keep up that routine, time got harder to find! So now I am committed to 5 days a week, at least an hour a day. I bike, walk/jog, do my elliptical, I started a zumba class last week and am looking forward to doing water aerobics in our pool again this summer! Its so much easier if you find some friends to excercise with. It keeps you accountable and its more fun! Don't give up! Keep plugging away. The more you do the "good habits", the more likely that they will start to stick and be THE habits! And don't live in the guilt, you fall, brush yourself off, and get up and move on. Guilt creates its own force for overeating! I recognized a while ago that I create my own cycles with my guilt. So now I am working on not setting myself up, which happens alot at the holidays-and not allowing guilt to rule if I do fall. Remember, we are saved-washed clean by the blood of Jesus! Clean slate, remorse for a wrong is one thing, guilt is a whole different story! I hope you had a blessed Easter and I will continue to lift you in prayer-for success in life changes and for a surgery date!
tammy