This is the first time I have talked to anyone about my procedure that has been through the surgery. I had the procedure done last year (April 2007) and I seriously regret having the procedure done (well 99% regret) I have lost 60 lbs. but my experience has been horrible. I heard people talk about the procedure prior to my surgery at my doctor's office and they made it sound so wonderful, and maybe it was. When I awoke from my surgery I was in the worst pain I had ever felt. I was not given medication until for almost an hour because they had an emergency that the nurses were tending to. I made every effort to follow rules and did. I never saw my doctor after surgery because he had a family emergency and had to leave out of the country. I was released two days after my surgery and was over 600 miles from home. I had to sleep in a chair for two weeks because the pain was horrible. Then when it was time for the initial fill (June 2007), they could not get to the port. I was scheduled for a fluroscopy and the port was facing inward. I had to have surgery again in July 2007. The port ended up turning again, however the radiologist found a way to get to the port by having me lay in different positions. Since then they have only been able to fill it three times in the past year and 1 month. During this time I have had pain on my upper abdomen as though something is pushing against my ribs. I cannot lay on my stomach and many activities are painful. I kept calling the doctor as well as my husband and I complained when they messed up on scheduling, the doctor yelled at me and told me that I was basically on my own. (Awesome surgeon with terrible bedside manners). I had heard him treat his staff badly but I didn't think he would do the same to his patient. The whole time I was complaining it was in a polite way and was never rude. I called my insurance company crying once we walked out the door and they took a report. Since then he has been better but I don't feel as though I can talk to him without possibly being yelled at. I was sooo depressed for many months and my poor husband had to put up with my constant crying. I have to go for a fill on Wednesday and I am sooo dreading that the procedure won't work and I will have to have surgery again. I've missed sooo much work and have spent soo much money. I'm sooo heartbroken. It wasn't about my personal appearance that I had this surgery, although it is a perk. I just wanted to feel healthy again. I feel so bad that I'm constantly unable to do so many things. it has affected my marriage and I feel very alone. Sometimes I think that maybe it's just me..... I followed the rules to a T and here I am a year later wishing I never had this done. As you can tell I am venting so I hope whoever reads this does not mind. I was not expecting rapid weight loss but I was expecting that I wouldn't still be hurting.