boy i'm with you...i just can't make myself eat the amount i know i should...it's like i want to fail.....don't know how to change my mental response to this surgery around either.....if you find out the secert let me know.......i have lost 50 pounds the first 6 months but now am at a stand still and it's another 6months down the road. i think i want to be thin so what is wrong with me.........????