i’m 6 months post-op and for the first 6 months i was barely eating. i got really full really fast but i never questioned it because that’s how it’s supposed to be, right? your body TELLS you when you’ve had enough, and i felt full and healthy so i never really thought twice.
i went on a REALLY long stall (over a month), and i only started to lose weight again the week of my birthday when i just said f*ck it, it’s my birthday and i’m going to indulge! it sort of kick started my weight loss again, but i think it triggered my old bad habits of eating. i feel hungry all the time now, and i’m scared i might be over eating. i find myself snacking every few hours, and it’s not always a healthy snack.
i feel like i know what i have to do but i just need some reassurance and i need someone to tell me this is going to be okay because i really, really don’t want to mess this up. i really need this surgery to work.
overthinking is making me crazy.