My Dr. changed his policy and wont give me my first fill till 5/31. I had my surgery on 3/11. I get so, so hungry I find myself eating more and more had 3 slices of pizza the other day ( I took off the cheese) better then the whole pizza i would eat before my band. but I hate myself for it. I cant control my hunger. I keep picking. the last 2 weeks thank god I haven't gained any weight I started at 267on 3/11 now 226 and holding no weight loss or gain in 2 weeks. My Dr said he will not give me my first fill till 5/31 and to have will power and don't worry if I gain 5 pounds but I'm worried the monster will come back and I will gain it all back + much more after all I've been through with pain and $ for the band surgery. I try to not eat any sugar of fatty foods my family says I'm being to hard on myself I did't gain all my weight in 3 months so I should not expect to lose it that fast