I have been approved for my lap band surgery!!! :eek::huh2::thumbup:This is the first time I post something, I have been reading soooo many different things here which make me feel excited...nervous and scared! My road here has not been difficult at all, I have BCBS and I just completed the requirements needed. I have not been stressing over it either maybe that's why I wasn't expecting the call I received from the doctor informing me that I was approved :ohmy: ! I have been overweight since my teens, I've though about gastric bypass, even visited a doctor, but was too scared to do it, the surgery just seem to drastic for me! I finally got information about the lap band and I think this will be the best thing I do..I hope! I honestly am so scared, my surgery date is September 12..yay! But with that I am terrified of the post op issues that could come with surgery. I am praying that like other's I have no problems, but I'm just so nervous. I also worry about how I'm going to adjust..I'm not the greatest cook and I do worry that i will have a hard time finding "easy to cook" meals suitable for my new eating needs. I also have so many questions about the liquid diet, and the mushys the chewing the pains and the gas....oh my god..am I going to be able to go through this???:cry_smile: I admit I am afraid of failing...I know I have made it this far, I need to do this for health issues, if I don't I could have some serious heatlh issues as i get older and possibly heavier. I don't have any serious health issues riht now, other than a herniated disk that gave me the worst pain I'v ever felt in my life..:sad:! I have two beutiful girls 10 and 5 that need their mommyto be healthy enough for them..and i need to do this for me..im just terrified and i need support ...please:crying:! I have not told anyone other than my mom, my bff who both live in Chicago and my hubby, they are all very supportive, but I don't think they understand how i feel, and i don't want to worry them! okay I'll stop now just wish me luck...thank you all for taking the time to read my post! :drool: