I know what you mean as far as being so attached to food... unfortunately you will still stuggle with it afterwards, you will just suffer more unpleasant side effects and keep with this support group - it is really helping me. I was really struggling until I hooked up with this and everyone on here is so motivating! It is wonderful. I wonder if I will ever be free of the "hold" food has on me, but I sure hope it does. For a couple of weeks after I had my surgery, I felt like I was in control, but then once I started eating food again, I started to push the envelop, but now I feel like I am starting to get back in control again. Good luck to you.