Bluemoongoddess

Alcohol can be a large contributor to weight gain. It has a lot of carbs. I'd you approach it from that stand point a 750 ml bottle of wine with 5 oz serving size and about 4 carbs per serving would have 5 servings in the bottle. If you drink the whole thing you're basically drinking 4carbs×5 servings and that comes out to about 20 carbs. If you're also getting carbs in other ways it can all add up. Carbs will sneak up in you if you let them back in. A pound or 2 here and you can backslide without realizing it. You have been through so much and you can't let this defeat you! People can suck, a LOT, but at the end is the day, the person you're spending the rest of your life with is you. Love yourself and rise above, you will get through it. As others have said, counseling may be beneficial. If you're insured through your employer they may have covered services for this. Sent from my SM-G930T using BariatricPal mobile app

oh and pant size would be like 20 or under to be safe they won't kick you off. i think the last time i went and rode a lot was like 18 pant size. Sent from my SM-G930T using BariatricPal mobile app

i totally get this. i had this happen to me when i was with my daughter at six flags. i felt so embarrassed. it will happen for us both though!!! i have mine Wednesday. I've ridden many roller coasters when i was younger and thinner and i look forward to doing it again. i was scared of that embarrassment since it happened so haven't gone in a couple years but i plan to soon. Sent from my SM-G930T using BariatricPal mobile app

Thank you, it has been very difficult. 5 weeks goes by so quickly and I also wish you the best! I am very nervous but excited to begin this journey finally after having prepared for it for so long.